Peiqi's blog! (:

ok.
bout the ans.
i promised dat it would be on the 4th.
but i have decided not to keep you waiting.
and my mind is already made up.
so don't actually have to drag till that day.
i dunno how im gonna tell you.
i know when i hear ur voice i won't be able to bring myself to say it.
and i will continue giving you more false hopes.
therefore decided to type it here.

well..

i m not prepared.
but i don't think i will ever be.
so don't wait.
it will be rendered unnecessary.
we will still be friends yea?
we will always be best friends.
forever and ever.
sorry.
i know i have hurt you.
but i hope you will understand.
call me when you see this.
goodnight.

opq was here on Wednesday, 28 November 2007 at 9:19:00 pm

PEIQI THE PASTRY CHEF

mood today: fine

ok im feeling clam today(:

hahas so shall tell u guys more about my job.

its pretty interesting.

im working as a pastry chef.

cool isn't it?

now we r like so super busy baking log cakes.

thousands and thousands of log cakes.

till im sick of e smell of chocolates!

lol.

well.

e carrot cake dat i bake cos 120 bucks each k?

don't play play.

hahas.

and baking jus reminds me of you.

in fact everything i do reminds me of you.

bought a couple keychain today.

but didn't know why i did it too.

beacuse i miss you?

because i can't get use to life without you?

or izzit jus simply because i love you?

opq was here on at 12:04:00 am

fucked up

mood today: fucked up

had a long day today.
went for work early and came home like 3 hours ago.
im totally dead beat.
but y do i haf to wait till now to blog?
its all beacause of that slut.
yea. dat bloodly fucking inconsiderate slut sister that i got.
she had e whole afternoon to play e com eh?
but she jus simply decided to hog it when i come home.
playing maple.
dats jus so GREAT.
and she is such a figging noob.
she died like twice in 5 mins?
and her attitude suck like a piece of shit.

gross isn't it?
dats exactly how revolting she is.
always so full of herself dat she jus can't understand how much she SUCK.
i hate her la.

oh ya. hahahas. nv keep u guys updated that i found a job.
its a pastry shop at tiong baru.
nt gonna spicify anytink anyway.
its basically jus a pastry shop.
but its painted hot pink!
oh yea. dats my fav(:

opq was here on Saturday, 24 November 2007 at 4:33:00 am

morning everyone(:

dunno wad im doing here oso.
so bored!
i just can't sleep!
played maple till like crazy.
im lvl 50 now(;
played isketch.
i lost.
i jus can't draw!
hahahas.
im insane^^

opq was here on Monday, 19 November 2007 at 10:29:00 pm

i have decided.

mood today: i dunno.

ok. after thinking for a long time, i decided not to delete my blog.
girls CAN be fickled.
well memories can be good.
i will let go.
i will be strong.
i will.
i promise.

this song describes my feelings best.
and i love it.

其实很爱你
离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻寂寞就越伤人
喔每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由离开也没有理由挽留

ok. i noe im contradicting myself. but i don't exactly know what to think now.
i really don't.
my mind is in a mess.
my life is in a mess too.

opq was here on Sunday, 11 November 2007 at 6:43:00 pm

byebye

the thing that i am dreading happened. goodbye sweetheart. thanks for the 11months. well peeps. dis is my last post. im deleting dis blog soon. creating sth less emo and jus purely about ME and my loved ones (: